inspired and sad
are shared by both feeling in awe and a wave of sadness
in awe of the pure magic occurring at your very fingertips
sadness because it will soon be over
that moment will be lost forever
try as you may, it will never be recreated
how do we savour that moment knowing it is almost gone?
hold on a little longer, a little tighter, fight for it
breathe in the scent, let your eyes focus, revel in the brilliance
and when it is gone, close your eyes
smile, cherish the beauty, lock it away in your treasured memories
and begin the search for the next
Me Without You
Its amazing. I can already feel the warmth. Its deep inside, somewhere in my heart locked in a golden Pandora’s box waiting to make its return. The light is the good in me, that shined through because of you. Because of your beauty, your truth, your integrity and your never-ending ability to see that light in me no matter how dim it was. No matter how much doubt I carried, how much I thought that light was lost forever. The biggest mistake I ever made was letting that light burn out, not fighting for it. I should have. Funny how we figure that out later. After all this time, its so close I can feel it with my fingertips, soft and beautiful, ready to come back and this time stay for eternity. I want to reach out and grab it and never let go. I don’t want to go back to me without you.
Sleep is overrated.
Last night was both magical, disturbing and absolutely mind boggling. How is it you can want to hear destiny-altering words from more than one person, only to have them both spilling those words out to you in one night. That’s when I wish I had a little alien making the decisions for me up there. See the future and tell me where I’ll end up happy. Can’t it be that easy sometimes?